A little too not over him

I'm facing a hard times ever since we broke up for what reasons i never know. Its been 3 months plus he ditched me just like that and the cuts are still fresh. It hurts. I never get it why did he acted that way. We were perfectly find and the next thing i know we lost contact just like that! Banciku eh! Those memories with him are stuck in my head. His text messages, his photos etc. and i can't stand not to cry. I miss him so bad. Hanging with my friends does help me get away from thinking of him. Eg. Like badmouthing him ;p hehe. I hate him, i know i hate him and i should be hating him but everytime i kinda check on his fs, fb & msn nicks, seeing him moving on with his life, hooking up wit some girls drives me crazy! And my life would be miserable full of cryings. Sigh. Help me! I need to get over this guy. Its really hard tho, i miss going out with him, i miss holding his hands, i miss hugging him, i miss his kisses, i miss texting him and i miss everything we had together. :') i hate losing you baby. I hope in some times, we'd get back. But at some point, i feel like i dont want you back. (jara baa) but hey, i love you myexboyfriend !

abby turning 21

On the 12th, the last day of abby being 20. So kira ptg atu kan hang lah counting down the hours..Haha skali nda jd, tukar plan. malam ja jln pasal aku jadi driver mama ke miri.. Sigh. Nda batah lah kul 6 tu blek dah umah.. Labat eh ujan aa ijap.. Sampai umah relek jap then tarus becramin. Abby ambil at 7. Tanpa membuang masa kami tarus ke Seria. Ada mmm ntah apa ah sort of a car show then ada kem with music instruments and other stuffs for karaoke and urg betamu. Karnival lah tu haha (inda tau papa ne yush ne). Yang buringnya ujan nda branti aa. Nda pulang labat tapi some part licak ah.. Kesian kasutku. Huhuu. Byk kmi singgah, d plaza, arcade, zuki hehe lapas tu round kb. Kes malas becrita. Sampat ke enghong cari icecream dalam ujan. Sunyi la kb mlm tu. Buring buring. Lepak jap wywy then blek. Abis.

Happy 21st Birthdayeh abby !